Do You Know What Fear Stands For?

I Love Movies That Are Saying Things That People Might Find Odd At Times. I Don't Find Them Odd At All. They Give Me Comfort.

I Remember Watching Meryl Streep In, The River Wild. There's This Scene Where She's Has A Gun Pointed At Her, It's Absurd In A Lot Of Ways. Someone Pulls A Gun On Her I Think, I'm Not Really Fully Aware Of The Scene And She Just, She Starts, You See Her Terrified. And Then All Of A Sudden She Starts To Burst Out Laughing. She Starts Laughing. Like She Can't Stop Laughing. Because She's Terrified And She's Emotional And There Are No Rules To What You're Supposed To Feel. That To Me Is Like A Number One, That's The Thing I Have To Remind Myself All The Time.

I'm Always Nervous About It. You Know, Somehow, Without Even Knowing It, I Try And Recreate The Idea Of What It Feels Like To Go In Front Of An Audience Every Night When I'm Making A Film. And That Similar Type Of Pressure And Excitement Before A Scene, Or Preparing For A Movie, So...

I Don't Think I'm Sharp Enough To Not Prepare And Come On Set And Kill It.

I Like That When You Create You Really Do Create With A Very Small Group Of People, And In That Space, Before It Goes Out To All These People, That's What I Love.