Bring On The Shackles - I'm Your

For One Half Second, I Wondered What It Would Feel Like To Put My Hand In The Fire. What It Would Feel Like When I Burned.

I Flicked On The Light Beside My Bed, Waiting For My Breathing To Slow, Veins Full Of Adrenaline From The Realistic Dream. A New Dream, But In Essence So Much The Same As The Many Others That Had Plagued Me In The Past Months. No, Not A Dream. Surely A Memory. I Could Still Feel The Heat Of Jared's Lips On Mine. My Hands Reached Out Without My Permission, Searching Across The Rumpled Sheets, Looking For Something They Didn't Find. My Heart Ached When They Gave Up, Falling To The Bed Limp And Empty.

In The Dead Silence, All The Details Suddenly Fell Into Place For Me With A Burst Of Intuition. Something Edward Didn't Want Me To Know. Something That Jacob Wouldn't Have Kept From Me.... It Was Never Going To End, Was It?

What Is She To Me? Except A Menace — A Danger You’ve Chosen To Inflict On All Of Us.

I Was Stronger Than Edward. I'd Made Him Say Ow.