Bill Astor Knew These Papers Were Missing.

I'm Terrified Of Men These Days. If Someone Asked Me Out Now, I Don't Know What I'd Say, How I'd React. But I Couldn't Go Through With It, Not At All. I Suppose I've Been Terrified Of Them All Along.

The Fathers, If They Got Me Alone, Would Try To Kiss And Fondle Me. I Hated It.

All That Swinging Sixties. It Didn’t Do Anyone Any Good, Did It? Easy Sex And The Pill. Marriages Were Ruined. I Never Did Approve. I Never Really Enjoyed The Sex.

However I Dress It Up, I Was A Spy And I Am Not Proud Of It.

If I Don't Tell It All Now, The Story In The History Books Will Always Be Imperfect And That Would Be Wrong.