At Times During High School And College

I Did Not Want To Reject Religion As Nonsense Because Life Seemed To Have No Ultimate Purpose Without It, And Most Of The Good People I Knew Were Christians.

I Have Decided To Follow In My Sinful Ways, And Have Largely Abandoned The Increasingly Religious Life I Was Leading Over The Previous Months, Including Several Hours Of Talmudic Study A Day.

At The Time I Perceived Most Religious Men, Particularly The Pastors With All Their Talk About Love, Faith And Relationship, As Effeminate.

I've Often Thought That My Lack Of Intimacy With Those Around Me Is The Fault Of Those Around Me.

I'm One Of The Guys Who Wants To Watch The Film Completely Done, With Special Effects, Sound And Music, Because I Tend To Get Disappointed If I Watch It Not Fully Done.