A Joy That Hurts With Sadness A

And Trust Dies From Ifs And Buts

She Was--i Keep Using The Past Tense; I Ought To Say She Is--one Of Those People Who, At First Sight, Look Plain, Are Quiet, Unassertive, Unmemorable Even. But Who, When They Start To Talk And You Get To Know Them, Become More And More Attractive And Impressive, And You See That In Fact They Are Beautiful. Not Conventionally Beautiful, Not Celebrity Beautiful, But Beautiful All Through.

There Are Times When You Don't Know Yourself. There Are Times When You Don't Want To Know Yourself. There Are Times When You Want To Be What You Have Never Allowed Yourself To Be Before.

Rooms Are A Fixed Size, Which Can't Be Altered Without Pulling Down Walls And Building New Ones. They Should Be Unchanging In Shape And Proportions. But Sometimes They Do Change Depending On Who's In Them.

Doing Anything When You're Bored Is Very Very Boring. Anyway, Doing Nothing Is The Point Of Being Bored. The Pleasure Of Being Bored Ismooning About And Doing Nothing.