Heaven Help Me For The Way I

I Volunteered At Ucla's Occupational Therapy Ward, Where There Are Lots Of Kids With Autism And Emotional Problems. I Just Wanted To Prove To Myself That I Could Not Break Down And Cry At Everything, And That I Could Just Help Somebody Else. The One Thing I Really Remember Was That When We Would Take Them Out Of The Hospital For A Walk Around Campus, They Would Freak Out The Most When We Were Waiting For The Elevator. I Remember The Guy At The Elevator Said To Himself, "transitions Are The Hardest." And I Said To Myself, "transitions Are Always The Hardest."

If I Respect Myself And Believe In What I'm Doing, No One Can Touch Me.

The Early Cars Already Are Drawing Deep Breaths Past My Door. And Last Night's Phrases Sick With Lack Of Basis Are Still Writhing On My Floor.

When You're Surrounded By All These People, It Can Be Even Lonelier Than When You're By Yourself. You Can Be In A Huge Crowd, But If You Don't Feel Like You Can Trust Anybody Or Talk To Anybody, You Feel Like You're Really Alone.

Men Are My Bread And Butter. It's What I Live For! I Have No Shame About That.