A Friend Is Nothing But A Known

I Remember Feeling Ashamed, For Some Reason. I Was Ashamed Of My Parents. I Couldn't Face Some Of My Friends At School Anymore, Because I Desperately Wanted To Have The Classic, You Know, Typical Family. Mother, Father. I Wanted That Security, So I Resented My Parents For Quite A Few Years Because Of That.

I Don’t Wanna Have Any Other Kind Of Job. I Can’t Work Among People. I May As Well Try & Make A Career Out Of This. All My Life My Dream Has Been To Be A Big Rock Star - Just May As Well Abuse It While You Can.

We Were The Chosen Rejects. We Chose Not To Be Apart Of The Popular Crowd. I Mean, I Can Rember A Lot Of Times The More Popular People, The 'jock Type' Of People Who Were Into Sports, And Staying Clean, And Brushing There Teeth All The Time, They Always Asked Me If I Wanted To Join Their Little Club, And I Decided Not To, You Know, I Would Rather Hang Out With The People Who Didn't Get Picked For The Baseball Team, You Know, Who Smoke Cigarettes And Listen To Rock 'n' Roll Music.

If I Went To Jail, At Least I Wouldn't Have To Sign Autographs.

Please Read My Diary, Look Through My Things And Figure Me Out.