You Want To Embrace, But I Can't

But What You Realise After You've Been In The Business For A While Is That People Develop Opinions About You That Don't Have Anything To Do With Your Music, They Like Or Dislike You For A Million Reasons, They Like Or Dislike You For Your Last Record.

I'm Really Good In A Crisis, Because I Don't Panic.

Over And Over Again In My Life, I Find Closeness To Other People And Proximity To Other People Really Painful; That's Part Of My Mental Illness, Social Anxiety. Closeness To Other People Is Really Hard, But It's Also A Shame Because It's All You Want Too. But It Doesn't Always Work.

I'm So Busy Trying To Breathe Through The Pain That I'm Breathing Through The Pain Of Being With People, And That Is No Way To Spend A Life. Eventually, They'll Just Go Away, Because You Will Make Them Sad. That's Something I've Proven Quite Adept At Doing Over The Years.

I Think I'd Been Limiting Myself In Some Ways Just Writing In First Person All The Time.