You Don't Know The Power That You

I Am Finding That Vulnerability Gives Me Great Strength, Because You're Not Hiding Anymore. It's Really About Being A Pioneer For Myself, Going Into The Places Where I Am Not Being Taught. I Have To Teach Myself.

We All Get Intimidated By Showing Ourselves, For Whatever Reason, We Think, If I Really Show Who I Am, And Someone Goes [pfftt] Then It's Gonna Crush Me. Well, It's Not Gonna Crush Me. It Doesn't Crush You If Somebody Does That- Somebody Will Do That. Many Times. And Once You Accept That That's Not Why You're Doing It, You're Doing It Because That's Your Form Of Expression.

And Is It Right, Butterfly, They Like You Better Framed And Dried?

I Get Tired Of Wearing The Same Thing All The Time Too.

I Survived This Torture Which Left Me Paralyzed For Years. That's What That Night Was All About, Mutilation, More Than Violence Through Sex. I Really Do Feel As Though I Was Psychologically Mutilated That Night And Now I'm Trying To Put The Pieces Back Together Again. Through Love, Not Hatred. And Through My Music. My Strength Has Been To Open Again, To Life, And My Victory Is The Fact That, Despite It All, I Kept Alive My Vulnerability.