You Can Have Me The Way I

It Was Amazing How Instantaneously The Choking Fear Vanished, Amazing How Suddenly The Feeling Of Security Washed Over Me - Even Before I Was Off The Street - As Soon As I Heard His Voice.

But Never In The Four Hundred Years Now Since I Was Born, Have I Ever Seen Anything To Make Me Doubt Whether God Exists In Some Form Or The Other. Not Even The Reflection In The Mirror.

Love, Life, Meaning...over.

It's Not A Good Feeling--knowing That You Profoundly Deserve The Title Of Monster. It's Better To Be Kind Than To Feel Guilty.

The Morning Brought With It, If Not A Brighter Outlook, At Least A Measure Of Control, Some Acceptance. Instinctively, I Knew That The New Tear In My Heart Would Always Ache. That Was Just Going To Be A Part Of Me Now.