Why Should I Apologize Because God Throws

Most Of You Are So Young You Dont Know Who I Am, And Thats Good.

I Started Out By Believing God For A Newer Car Than The One I Was Driving. I Started Out Believing God For A Nicer Apartment Than I Had. Then I Moved Up.

The More I Studied The Bible, However, I Had To Admit That The Prosperity Message Did Not Line Up With The Tenor Of Scripture. My Heart Was Crushd To Think That I Led So Many People Astray. I Was Appalled That I Could Have Been So Wrong, And I Was Deeply Grateful That God Had Not Struck Me Dead As A False Prophet.

I Sorrowfully Acknowledge That Seven Years Ago.... I Was Wickedly Manipulated By Treacherous Former Friends And Colleagues Who Victimized Me With The Aid Of A Female Confederate. They Conspired To Betray Me Into A Sexual Encounter At A Time Of Great Stress In My Marital Life.... I Was Set Up As Part Of A Scheme To Co-opt Me And Obtain Some Advantage For Themselves Over Me In Connection With Their Hope For Position In The Ministry.

To Try To Raise A Son From Inside The Prison Walls Is A Very Difficult Thing. But I Want To Say To The World My Son At 16 Was The One Who Tried The Most To Get Me Out Of Prison.