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I Never Thought I Was Pretty Enough. I Was Kind Of Tall And Lanky. I Don't Mind It Now, But Back In The Day I Hated It. I Would Tell Myself That What I Think Is Ugly At 17 Is Actually What's Going To Be Pretty About Me Later.

I Look In The Mirror And It's Hard For Me. I Am Really Thin. I Want To Look Fit And Beautiful And Sexy, And I Can't.

One Of My First Thoughts I Had When I Started Considering The Mastectomy Was, 'what Am I Going To Look Like?' And Then, 'what Will My Husband Think?

I Just Feel Such A Connection To The Little Kids In Naples. I Remember Being On The Street Wanting A Small Piece Of Candy.

I Have A New Found Respect For Women Who Have Been Through Breast Cancer And This Surgery.