When We Got Back To The U.s.,

I Only Wish That I Had Had The Courage And The Knowledge To Have Gotten That Out Of My System, Out Of My Mind Or My Heart Years Earlier. But There Is No Book, There Is No Manual To Tell You How To Deal With Sexual Abuse.

I Had A Drug Problem. I'd Go To Parties, Take A Leak, And There Was Cocaine Right There. I Was 25 When It Started, Rich, Famous, And Retired.

It Is Wonderful. It Truly Is. It Is The Only Thing That Is Real! It's You Against Me, It's Challenging Another Guy's Manhood. With Gloves. Words Cannot Describe That Feeling Of Being A Man, Of Being A Gladiator, Of Being A Warrior. It's Irreplaceable.

When I'm Not In Training. I'll Walk Around The Streets At 153, But It's Not Solid; It's My Socializing Weight.

I Saw Todd Bridges Talk About Being Abused On Oprah. Something That He Said, Or An Expression That He Made That Gave Me That Little Boost I Needed To Be Open About It And To Talk About It As Transparently As I Did. When I Told My Wife, She Couldn't Believe It. She Was Petrified, Because It's Such A No-no, Taboo, A Hands-off Subject. But I'd Have To Say Hearing Todd Bridges On Oprah Was My Watershed Moment.