When People Say 'i Want To Be

There's Nothing That Anyone Could Say About Me That Would Hurt My Feelings.

I Was Married To Someone Who Wanted Me To Change. Become More Adult, More Responsible. I Began Not To Like Myself, Not Like What I Do. I Lost My Identity. Everything Began Collapsing Around Me.

I View My Job As Being Someone Who Is Supposed To Piss People Off. I Don't Want To Be Just One-of-the-guys. I Don't Want To Be Just A Smiling Face You See On Television Presenting Some Vapid Kind Of Easily-digestible Garbage.

I Hate Normal Studios, Because You Have To Say "hi" To The Person At The Front Desk. And Then You Go Into The Studio, And There's A Second Engineer In There That You Don't Know, And Then You're Stuck In A Glass Box With Someone Talking To You Through A Walkie-talkie.

Ultimately, Because I'm An Artist, I Can't Ever Consider Myself A Nihilist, So I Suppose I'm Optimistic.