I Don't Really Need To Stand Out,

I've Been Singing Properly Every Day Since I Was About Fifteen Or Sixteen, And I Have Never Had Any Problems With My Voice, Ever. I've Had A Sore Throat Here And There, Had A Cold And Sung Through It, But That Day It Just Went While I Was Onstage In Paris During A Radio Show. It Was Literally Like Someone Had Pulled A Curtain Over It.

I'm Really Happy To Be Me, And I'd Like To Think People Like Me More Because I'm Happy With Myself And Not Because I Refuse To Conform To Anything.

I Get Shitty Scared. One Show In Amsterdam, I Was So Nervous I Escaped Out The Fire Exit. I've Thrown Up A Couple Of Times. Once In Brussels, I Projectile-vomited On Someone. I Just Gotta Bear It. But I Don't Like Touring. I Have Anxiety Attacks A Lot.

Next Time I'll Be Braver, I'll Be My Own Savior, Standing On My Own Two Feet.

I Get So Nervous On Stage I Can't Help But Talk. I Try. I Try Telling My Brain: Stop Sending Words To The Mouth. But I Get Nervous And Turn Into My Grandma. Behind The Eyes It's Pure Fear. I Find It Difficult To Believe I'm Going To Be Able To Deliver.