What Do Any Of Us Really Know

I Guess My Writing Has Changed As My Life Has.

Nights Without Beginning That Had No End. Talking About A Past As If It'd Really Happened. Telling Themselves That This Time Next Year, This Time Next Year, Things Were Going To Be Different.

There Is No Answer. It's Okay. But Even If It Wasn't Okay, What Am I Supposed To Do?

And What Did You Want? To Call Myself Beloved, To Feel Myself Beloved On The Earth.

Mel Thought Real Love Was Nothing Less Than Spiritual Love. He'd Said He'd Spent Five Years In A Seminary Before Quitting To Go To Medical School. He Said He Still Looked Back On Those Years In The Seminary As The Most Important Years Of His Life.