What An Absurd Amount Of Energy I

Sometimes I Doubt And Sometimes I Believe. And I Like Not Making Myself Believe When I Am Doubting, And Not Making Myself Doubt When I Am Believing. Surely Neither God Nor Accident Need My Consistency.

Very Seldom Will A Person Give Up On Himself. He Continues To Have Hope Because He Knows He Has The Potential For Change. He Tries Again - Not Just To Exist, But To Bring About Those Changes In Himself That Will Make Life Worth Living. Yet People Are Very Quick To Give Up On Friends, And Especially On Their Spouses, To Declare Them Hopeless, And To Either Walk Away Or Do Nothing More Than Resign Themselves To A Bad Situation.

If The Ocean Was Pure Mind And I Was A Wave, I Would Be In Terror If Itried To Distinguish Myself Fromthe Water That Produced Me.what Is A Wave Without Water, And What Is A Mind Without God?

Some People Will Like Me And Some Won't. So I Might As Well Be Myself, And Then At Least I'll Know That The People Who Like Me, Like Me.

I Can Not 'make My Mark' For All Time - Those Concepts Are Mutually Exclusive. 'lasting Effect' Is A Self-contradictory Term. Meaning Does Not Exist In The Future And Neither Do I. Nothing Will Have Meaning 'ultimately.' Nothing Will Even Mean Tomorrow What It Did Today. Meaning Changes With The Context. My Meaningfulness Is Here. It Is Enough That I Am Of Value To Someone Today. It Is Enough That I Make A Difference Now.