We Are In An Age Of Technology

I Was Raised With A Mother Who Told Me That I Wouldn't Succeed, That I Wasn't Good Enough. Even At The Pinnacle Of My Success, She'd Come To A Show, And There'd Be, Like, 10,000 People Screaming. And She'd Say, "i Just Don't Get It." I Think She Had So Little Faith In Herself And Her Abilities As A Parent That She Couldn't Imagine Any Offspring Of Hers Could Do So Well. And All That Did Was Drive Me To Push Back. If Someone Says, "you Can't Do This," I'm Like, "f-ck You! Oh, Yes I Can, And I Will."

I'm So Afraid To Love You, But More Afraid To Lose. Clinging To A Past That Doesn't Let Me Chose.

Cause I Rely On My Illusions, To Keep Me Warm At Night. I've Denied In My Capacity To Love, And I Am Willing To Give Up This Fight

I Think A Lot Of Contemplation Happens In Bathtubs. It Does For Me. Nothing Like A Hot Bath To Ease The Tension And Think About What's Going To Happen Next.

I Go Out On The Road For Much Longer Than I Probably Should And Lose More Of Myself Than I Should.