Unfurl The Sails, And Let God Steer

The Inspiration Came Suddenly Again To Surrender To The Mother. It Was Quite Unexpected: And So Somehow I Made A Surrender To The Mother. Then I Had An Experience Of Overwhelming Love. Waves Of Love Sort Of Flowed Into Me.

I Think The Mother Is Gradually Revealing Itself To Me And Taking Over. But It Is Not The Mother Alone. It Is The Mother And The Father, The Male And The Female, Sort Of Gradually Having Their Marriage.

And I Pray Thee, Loving Jesus, That As Thou Hast Graciously Given Me To Drink In With Delight The Words Of Thy Knowledge, So Thou Wouldst Mercifully Grant Me To Attain One Day To Thee, The Fountain Of All Wisdom And To Appear Forever Before Thy Face.

I Have Devoted My Energies To The Study Of The Scriptures, Observing Monastic Discipline, And Singing The Daily Services In Church; Study, Teaching, And Writing Have Always Been My Delight.

I Was No Longer The Centre Of My Life And Therefore I Could See God In Everything.