There Was A Time When I Thought

I'm Very Into The Military And Police Stuff. Gear And Technical Gear Is Something That's Changing Every Day And Every Day You're Trying To Be On The Cutting Edge And Improve Your Stuff More And More Because Your Life Depends On It. And So, The Guns And The Gears Are Changing Constantly.

For A While, I Had This Uncontrollable Urge - This Addiction To Danger. Now I Look Back And I Think, 'gee, What An Idiot. I Was Risking My Life Just For The Sensation Of It.'

It Is A Lot Harder Now To Be A Police Officer Than What It Used To Be.

[terry] Tussey Has Been My Favorite Gunsmith, But I'm Also Using Other People For Other Things And Giving Other People Chances Because There's Only So Much Terry Can Do. He Knows Me To Be The Best Shooter And The Most Finicky, So I'm Really A Pain In His Ass.

Most Of The Kids That I Meet In The Street Are Serious Hardened Criminals That I Meet In The Street, Never Had A Mother And A Father To Love Them, To Protect Them, To Teach Them Right From Wrong And Lead Them Out Of Crime And Gangs And Stuff Like That.