There Are Places From Which You Cannot

I Am Aware That The Battle I Am Fighting Is A Petty One, But I Am Also Aware That In Order To Win That Which Is Great, You Must First Win That Which Is Small.

I Close My Eyes And I Take A Deep Breath And I Think About My Life And How I Ended Up This Way. I Think About The Ruin, Devastation And Wreckage I Have Caused To Myself And To Others. I Think About Self-hatred And Self-loathing. I Think About How And Why And What Happened And The Thoughts Come Easily, But The Answers Don't.

A Miracle Is Changing Someone's Life. Freeing Them From Whatever Bonds Them. Giving Them The Gift Of Being Able To Live The Way They Dream Of Living.

Writing's Not Precious To Me. It's Not A Thing That Requires Specific Environment. You Know, It's My Job. Just Like Anybody With A Job, You Have To Do Your Job When You Don't Feel Like It, Regardless Of How Good Or Bad The Conditions Are, Regardless Of How Good Or Bad You Might Feel On Any Particular Day.

But That's Part Of Faith. Believing And Knowing Despite What Other People Say, And Despite What The World Might Think Of Your Beliefs.