Sometimes I Really Want To Believe In

The Best Stories Are Universal Stories That Have Been Told For As Long As Humanity Has Existed It's Just Figuring Out New Ways To Do It, With Language, With Structure. And So I'm Always Trying To Do That.

It Started When She Passed Me A Note In English Class. The Note Said You Don't Seem As Awful As I Hear You Are. I Passed One Back That Read: Beware I Am As Awful As People Say And Worse. She Laughed And I Had A Friend. She Didn't Become My Ally And I Didn't Ask Her To Or Want Her To But She Became My Friend And That Was More Than Anyone Else Was Willing To Do.

About Life: "it Is Not Complicated Unless I Make It So. It Is Not Difficult Unless I Allow It To Be. A Second Is No More Than A Second, A Minute No More Than A Minute, A Day No More Than A Day. They Pass. All Things And All Time Will Pass. Don't Force Or Fear, Don't Control Or Lose Control. Don't Fight And Don't Stop Fighting. Embrace And Endure. If You Embrace, You Will Endure.

But Love Is Different For Every Person. For Some It's Hate, For Some It's Joy, For Some It's Fear, For Some It's Jealousy, For Some It's Torture, For Some It's Peace. For Some It's Everything.

Sleep Is Still Difficult I Sleep For Three Or Four Hours A Day. Usually Sometime In The Afternoon. I Walk In The Cold, Keep Myself Numb. I Cry Less, And Less." (james Frey, Pg.88)