Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Seeing It

I'm A Huge Freak, And Always Have Been. I Spent The First Part Of My Life Trying Really Desperately Not To Be One, And It Was Just A Waste Of Time.

I Am So Spoiled. I Cannot Watch A Show Where It Gets Interrupted For Ads. I Have To Tivo It And Skip Through The Ads, Because The Culture Of Advertising Is So False And Phony That I Just... Ugh, You Know?

I Think The World Is A Place For Oddballs And Freaks. I'm Only Interested In Oddballs And Freaks As Characters.

Life Is Suffering. We Have Desires And Expectations And Egos, And We Compare The Reality We Have, Which Is Miraculous And Wondrous, With This Reality We Desire. That Somehow Distances Us From Actually Taking Part Fully With The Reality We Do Have, And That Creates Suffering. For Me, The Thing That I Love Is That It's All About The Present Moment.

I Think It's Very Difficult, And It Requires A Tremendous Amount Of Spiritual Integrity And Discipline, To Not Be A Narcissist In A Culture That Encourages It Every Step Of The Way.