So I Said I Wanted You To

Part Of Love Is Letting A Person Be Who They Want To Be

We'd Said We'd Keep In Touch. But Touch Is Not Something You Can Keep; As Soon As It's Gone, It's Gone. We Should Have Said We'd Keep In Words, Because They Are All We Can String Between Us--words On A Telephone Line, Words Appearing On A Screen.

And Just Like That, The Universe Goes Wrong. Just Like That, All The Enormity Seems To Shrink Into A Ball And Float Away From My Reach. I Feel It, And She Doesn't. Or I Feel It, And She Won't.

The Mistake Is Thinking That There Can Be An Antidote To The Uncertainty.

I Am Constantly Torn Between Killing Myself And Killing Everyone Around Me.