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Look I Eat Really Well And I Work Out, But I Also Indulge When I Want To. I Don't Starve Myself In An Extremist Way. You're Not Taking Away My Coffee Or My Dairy Or My Glass Of Wine Because I'd Be Devastated.

I Realised How Paranoid And Guarded And Not Trusting - Walled-in - I Had Become. Not Consciously So, But Just This Armour That I Kind Of Have, Protective Armour. It's Not For My Friends Or Family, But For Being.outside In The World, Always On Guard.

Everybody Who Has Ever Been Snubbed, You Know That Is Very Humiliating.

I Saw A Little Romance [and] I Was So In Love With Laurence Olivier. I Watched That Movie Over And Over And Just Fell In Love With Love.

If We Can Say, "i Loved, And I Received A Lot Of Love," Then Great. That's Enough.