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Nothing Is As Nice As Plugging In Your Guitar And Turning Up The Volume Really Loud, Just Seeing What Kind Of Beautiful Noise You Can Make With It.

I've Realized That I Have A Lot Of Different Loves, And I Want To Pursue Writing, But I Can Never Divorce Myself From Music.

Wholeness Is Sort Of A Dubious Concept. Because In Terms Of The Human Body And Literal Wholeness And Structures, You Think: "here Are The Structures That Help Make Me Whole." Family, Or School, Or The City I Live In. When Those Structures Are Dysfunctional Or Decaying, You End Up Kind Of Frankensteining Pieces From Everywhere In Order To Make Yourself Sated And Comfortable And Alive.

Once You're Away From Music, I Realize That's As Intrinsic To Who I Am As Anything Else. That's The Part That Takes Me Out Of My Brain.

I Really Don't Know What To Do When My Life Is Not Chaotic.