Over My Pile Of Ashes

Happy And Sad, Elated And Miserable, Secure And Afraid, Loved And Denied, Patient And Angry, Peaceful And Wild, Complete And Empty...all Of It. I Would Feel Everything. It Would All Be Mine.

He Squeezes My Hand, And My Heart Punches Against My Ribs. It's Just Like Pain, This Pleasure.

I Knew It Would Begin With The End, And The End Would Look Like Death To These Eyes. I Had Been Warned.

I Wish I'd Hurt Him I Didn't Do Any Damage At All-bella I Can Fix That-edward I Was Hoping You Would Say That-bella There Was A Slight Pause "that Doesn't Sound Like You What Did He Do"-edward He Kissed Me-bella All I Heard On The Other End Of The Line Was The Sound Of An Engine Accelerating

The Kiss Began Much The Same As Usual--edward Was As Careful As Ever, And My Heart Began To Overreact Like It Always Did. And Then Something Seemed To Change. Suddenly His Lips Became Much More Urgent, His Free Hand Twisted Into My Hair And Held My Face Securely To His. And Though I Was Clearly Beginning To Cross His Cautious Lines, For Once He Didn't Stop Me. His Body Was Cold Through The Thin Quilt, But I Crushed Myself Against Him Eagerly.