Normalcy Was A Majority Concept, The Standard

After A While, Though, Even The Deepest Sorrow Faltered, Even The Most Penetrating Despair Lost Its Scalpel Edge.

I Could Never Write About Strange Kingdoms. I Could Never Do Harry Potter Or Anything Like That. Even When I Did Science-fiction, I Didnt Write About Foreign Planets And Distant Futures. I Certainly Never Did Fantasies About Trolls Living Under Bridges.

Each Memory Was Brought To Life Before Me And Within Me. I Could Not Avoid Them. Neither Could I Rationalize, Explain Away. I Could Only Re-experience With Total Cognizance, Unprotected By Pretense. Self Delusion Was Impossible, Truth Exposed In This Blinding Light. Nothing As I Thought It Had Been. Nothing As I Hoped It Had Been. Only As It Had Been.

The Vampire Was Real. It Was Only That His True Story Had Never Been Told.

I Don't Believe Terror And Horror Are Just Vicarious Pleasures. I Think It Routes Itself In Your Mind. It Can Affect Your Mind. Look At What's Going On In The America Today. The Violence Is Just Awful And I Think A Lot Of Has To Do With What They Are Showing On The Movies And Television.