My White Skin Disgusts Me. My Passport

Your Life Is The One Place You Have To Spend Yourself Fully--wild, Generous, Drastic--in An Unrationed Profligacy Of Self ... And In That Split Second When You Understand That You Finally Are About To Die-to Uncreate The World No Time To Do It Over No More Chances--that Instant When You Realize Your Conscious Existence Is Truly Flaring Nova, Won't You Want To Have Used Up All-all-the Splendor That You Are?

Guilt Politics ... I Regard As Conveniently Paralyzing, Ripe For Backlash Defensiveness, Counterproductive, And Boring.

I Haven't The Faintest Notion What Possible Revolutionary Role White Hetero- Sexual Men Could Fulfill, Since They Are The Very Embodiment Of Reactionary- Vested-interest-power. But Then, I Have Great Difficulty Examining What Men In General Could Possibly Do About All This. In Addition To Doing The Shitwork That Women Have Been Doing For Generations, Possibly Not Exist? No, I Really Don't Mean That. Yes, I Really Do.

Crisis Can Be An Addiction As Powerful As Any Other.

I Do Believe Deeply That All Human Beings, Male And Female, Are Sexual Beings, Most Likely Bisexual Beings Channeled This Way And That By Cultures Terrified Of Boundary Crossings Without Passports Stamped Gay Or Straight.