My Knees On The Ground, Dear Father,

When I Was Fourteen And First Started Going Out, I Always Wanted To Be The Opposite Of Everyone Else. So I Would Go To The Club In A Polo T-shirt And Pants And Sneakers And A Hat On Backward, Just So I Would Not Be Dressed Like Other Girls.

Once You're Back On Your Feet - If You Ever Make It Back On Your Feet - That's The Ultimate Achievement. I Remember I Was In New York At The Trump Hotel And I Woke Up And I Just Knew I Was Over It. It Was A Different Day. I Felt Different. I Didn't Feel Lonely. I Felt Like I Wanted To Get Up And Be In The World. That Was A Great, Great Feeling.

I Can Compensate For All My Weaknesses With My Fashion.

I Don't Think I Could Walk Down The Street Wearing Bubbles Or A Dress Made Of Ham. What Lady Gaga Has Done Has Been Kind Of Amazing. I Am The Opposite. I Wear Clothes I Would Wear On The Street. I'm All About A Real Look.

The Way I Dress Depends On How I Feel. I Never Have To Psych Myself Up. Usually It Just Feels Like It Works.