My Childhood Was Extreme.

I Was Very Close To My Mother As The Youngest Of Three. She Was My Playmate.

The Last Thing I Want To Be Known As Is 'the Girl Who Got Raped'. The Big Turn Around You Make In Your Head Is From Victim To Survivor.

When The Mothers Start To Shatter, Then Everything Just Comes Undone.

There Certainly Are Situations Where I Feel Not Empowered Or Uninspired. Particularly When The Person's Agenda Is To Intimidate Through Abusing Their Position Or Their Authority. When I Am Present And In A Nonreactive State, Then I Can Become Like Snake And Slide Through Their "intimidation Net" Back Into The Creative Plane. When I Am In A Reactive State, I Usually Regret Responding, Because Usually All That Happens Is That The Intimidator Feels Righteously Vindicated.

On Some Of My Darkest Days, Lucifer's The One Who Comes And Gives Me An Ice Cream.