I've Grown So Much. I'm More Picky

I Wanted To Sell A Million Records, And I Sold A Million Records. I Wanted To Go Platinum; I Went Platinum. I've Been Working Nonstop Since I Was 15. I Don't Even Know How To Chill Out.

Who I Am On Stage Is Very, Very Different To Who I Am In Real Life. But I Don't See That Having A Sexy Image When You Are On Stage Means That You Don't Love God. No One Knows What I'm Really Like From That. I Like To Walk Around With Bare Feet And I Don't Like To Comb My Hair. I'm Always So Glammed Up And So Diva On Stage And That's What They See. People Don't Understand That... No One Knows My Personal Relationship With God And It's Not Up To Me To Prove That To Anyone.

My Mother Always Taught Me To Be Strong And To Never Be A Victim. Never Make Excuses. Never Expect Anyone Else To Provide For Me Things I Know I Can Provide For Myself.

Tina Turner Is Someone That I Admire, Because She Made Her Strength Feminine And Sexy. Marilyn Monroe, Because She Was A Curvy Woman. I'm Drawn To Things That Have The Same Kind Of Silhouettes As What She Wore Because Our Bodies Are Similar.

Right Now The Tabloids Are Saying I'm Pregnant, And They're Naming The Baby. It's Hilarious. I Don't Know When I'll Want To Get Married. I Never Pictured Myself As A Bride, But After My Sister's Wedding,i Did Start Thinking About What Kind Of Wedding I'd Want. I Don't Think I Want A Big One.