I've Been Trying To Avoid Goal-oriented Behavior.

When I Was Four, I Was A Kind Of Sky Worshipper. I Would Look At The Sky, And I Wanted To Evaporate Into The Sky - I Loved The Sky. I Loved Looking At The Trees, Just Because They Touched The Sky.

So Many Things Have Happened To Me In My Life That I Could Be Phobic About.

. . . I Wrote A Letter To Thomas Pynchon Asking, Can I Have Your Permission To Try To Make An [adaptation] Of Your Book? And I Had No Idea That He Would Answer Me, Because He's Pretty Elusive. But He Did Send A Letter Back That Said, Yes, You Can Do That - As Long As The Only Instrument In The Opera Is A Banjo. I Thought, That's An Interesting Way Of Saying No.

My Secret Dream Is To Write An Epic Poem. That's Probably The Most Pretentious Thing I've Said.

The Fewer Expectations You Have, The Better.