It's Only People That Aren't Goths That

I Am Very Self-conscious A Lot Of The Time.

Apart From The Fact That I've Got A Strange Job, I Do Lead A Fairly Normal Life. I Do My Own Shopping. I Don't Feel Constrained By Who I Am Because Of What I Do; I Often Feel Disappointed By My Lack Of Ability. I Get Frustrated At Myself, But I Think Everyone Does.

Living, It's Awful For Me.

Performing Doesn't Come That Naturally To Me, Even Though I've Done It For Years.

I Still Frequent My Parents' House. I Go There To Escape, Back To The Bedroom That I Grew Up In. Just To Sit There And Feel Small.