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It's Physically Very, Very, Very Trying To Be Onstage As A Performer, Not Unlike An Athlete, For Thirty Years.

At Birth We Are Very Much Like A New Hard Drive - No Viruses, No Bad Information, No Crap That's Been Downloaded Into It Yet. It's What We Feed Into That Hard Drive That Starts The Corruption Of The Files.

After I Binged Last Night -or Was It Tonight - I Was Convinced Yet Again That There Were People Coming To Get Me. It Was More Than Just Shadows And Voices, More Than Just Fantasies....it Was Real, And I Was Scared To My Core.my Bones Were Shaking...m Heart Was Pounding...i Thought I Was Going To Explode. I'm Glad I Have You To Talk To, To Write This Down. I Tried To Keep It All Together, But Then I Gave In To The Manes And Became One With My Insanity.

I Don't Want To Jump Through Hoops For People.

There's Really Only One True Path To Recovery That's Using The 12 Step Program And Finding A Belief In Something Greater Than Yourself (spirituality).