It Must Be Awful To Feel You're

Crying Can Bring Relief, As Long As You Don't Cry Alone.

I Must Uphold My Ideals, For Perhaps The Time Will Come When I Shall Be Able To Carry Them Out.

Then, Without Realizing It, You Try To Improve Yourself At The Start Of Each New Day; Of Course, You Achieve Quite A Lot In The Course Of Time. Anyone Can Do This, It Costs Nothing And Is Certainly Very Helpful. Whoever Doesn't Know It Must Learn And Find By Experience That A Quiet Conscience Makes One Strong.

They Mustn't Know My Despair, I Can't Let Them See The Wounds Which They Have Caused, I Couldn't Bear Their Sympathy And Their Kind-hearted Jokes, It Would Only Make Me Want To Scream All The More. If I Talk, Everyone Thinks I'm Showing Off; When I'm Silent They Think I'm Ridiculous; Rude If I Answer, Sly If I Get A Good Idea, Lazy If I'm Tired, Selfish If I Eat A Mouthful More Than I Should, Stupid, Cowardly, Crafty, Etc. Etc.

I Want To Go On Living After My Death!