I'm Still Finding My Way, And I

I Went Through A Huge Transition In My Life Where Everything And Everyone I Knew And Trusted Didn't Turn Out To Be That Way.

I Don't Think I Realized What Was Going To Be The Hardest Part Of Becaming An Artist Until I Dove Off The Diving Board ... First I Had To Overcome A Pre-speculated Idea Of Me. I Had To Sort Of Burst Through That And Introduce Myself, And That Was The First Hurdle, And Then Now Sing In Front Of Everybody, And Then That Was The Second One, And I'm The Offspring Of - You Know, Who I'm The Offspring Of - I Had A Few Hurdles To Get Through, No Doubt About It. But The Scales Never Tipped In The Other Direction Too Much.

People That Were In My Life For A Long Time Turned Sinister And Tried To Control Me, And All Kinds Of Weird Stuff Happened. But There Was No Conscience Involved; That Threw Me More Than Anything.

It's Hard For Me To Be Happy Because I'm Always Worried About Something Going Awry Or What Could Happen To Screw It Up. It's Hard For Me To Sit And Look Around, Going, 'ah, I'm Really Happy.' I'm Not That Kind Of Person.

I Never Not Wanted To Be A Singer. Since I Was 3, I Knew This Was What I Wanted To Do. Well, I Can't Say I Wanted To Do It, But I Fantasized And Thought About It All The Time. I Never Thought It Would Actually Happen.