I'm Half Alive But I Feel Mostly

I Want My Whole Life To Be A Great Work Of Art, Not Just My Art. And That Means Paying Attention To My Entire Life And Trying To Make Sure My Whole Life Is Balanced.

I'm Having A Bad Day. I Am Not Size Six. My Legs Are Not Skinny As Sticks, And Dammit, Someone's Got To Pay. I'm Afraid That I Can't Satisfy Myself And That My Happiness Depends On Someone Else. I Feel Weak, So You're Gonna Take The Fall. You're So Shallow.

I Was Raised In A Household Where I Read Nietzsche And Dostoyevsky And Kant, And I Was Never Taught That My Mind Was Feminine. I'm Aware That My Body Is.

Lots Of People Have Gone From Public Housing To Do Great Things In The World And Have A Tremendous Sense Of Duty To Their Fellow Man Because Of It.

My Whole Goal Is To Keep My Spirit Intact. If That Doesn't Happen, None Of This Is Worth It.