I'm A Curvy Girl And That Will

Having A Child On The Way Changes Your Perspective. You Want To Do Things That Will Make Them Proud Of You.

I Moved On From The Whole 'playboy' Thing Five Years Ago And Really Never Looked Back. I'm Not One Of Those Girls Who Goes Back To All The Parties And Things.

All Playboy Bunnies Were Constantly Reminded That The Tv Show Was Hugh Hefner's Show - Our Contributions Were Irrelevant. We Were The Decorative Icing, Not The Cake. According To Our Boyfriend, He Could Have Splashed Any Three Blondes On-screen And Found Instant Success.

That's How Disagreements Always Ended With Hugh Hefner; He Would Just Stomp Off, And You Were Left To Pick The Pieces Of Your Self-worth Up Off The Floor. I'd Invested Every Part Of Myself In The Mansion And Had Nothing Waiting For Me Outside Those Gates. I Felt So Trapped And So Vulnerable To His Criticisms.

I Wouldn't Mind Doing Playboy Again. But Only If I Had Creative Control.