I'm A Coward, I Didn't Want To

I Mean, Emily Harris Was His Wife.and She Seemed To Resent His Leadership, But On The Other Hand, She Felt Like A Good Soldier, That He Had To Be The Leader.

I Had Not Seen That Until - And When It First Came Out I Was Told. I Had Not Seen Or Been Aware Of All Of That Physical Evidence. And When I Saw It, I Was Horrified. It Was So Astounding To Me To See That There Was That Much Evidence.

I Mean, They Call It Stockholm Syndrome And Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. And, You Know, I Had No Free Will. I Had Virtually No Free Will Until I Was Separated From Them For About Two Weeks.

For Me, My Awakening Came When I Was Kidnapped.

I'm A Coward, I Didn't Want To Die.