If I Was Going To Fall, I

So Much Working, Reading, Thinking, Living To Do! A Lifetime Is Not Long Enough.

Masks Are The Order Of The Day - And The Least I Can Do Is Cultivate The Illusion That I Am Gay, Serene, Not Hollow And Afraid.

It Is So Much Safer Not To Feel, Not To Let The World Touch Me.

Ash, Ash —- You Poke And Stir. Flesh, Bone, There Is Nothing There—— A Cake Of Soap, A Wedding Ring, A Gold Filling. Herr God, Herr Lucifer Beware Beware. Out Of The Ash I Rise With My Red Hair And I Eat Men Like Air.

I Have A Violence In Me That Is Hot As Death-blood.