If I Should Fall Asleep And Death

I Went To Jamaica For Six Months, And In Jamaica There Was A Lot Of Stillness.

We Don't Know Love Like We Should. We Always Talk About 'i Have Unconditional Love' Unconditional Love Is... We Don't Even Know It. Because If A Person Stops Stimulating Us, We Stop Loving Them. You're Not Interesting To Talk To Anymore, Goodbye. But That Real Love, That Love That Sometimes Is Difficult, Difficult To Have. That's That Love. And That's A Confidence Builder.

I Tried To Manipulate And Control People, And I Harbored Resentment. I Wanted To Be Forgiven, But I Wouldn't Forgive Others.

I Wrote These Words For Everyone Who Struggles In Their Youth. Who Won't Accept Deception Instead Of What Is Truth. It Seems We Lose The Game, Before We Even Start To Play. Who Made These Rules? We're So Confused. Easily Led Astray.

I Used To Play My Records Aloud Until One Night My Mother Was Like, "this Is Too Loud. I'm Not Having It," And So I Put On Headphones. But The Headphones Didn't Stretch All The Way To My Bed From The Record Player, So I Had To Sleep On The Floor In Order To Hear The Records. I Slept On The Floor Right Next To The Record Player Until I Was Probably 19 Years Old.