I'd Rather Take Risks Than Make Something

I'm Difficult On Every Single Level. I'm Aware That I Can Be Annoying.

I Will Make Myself Sick On Films, Just Because You Want Everything To Be Right. I Can't Sleep If Something Hasn't Been Done Or Is Out Of Place.

I Was So Thankful That I Got To Go Back To Comedy And I Felt Bad That I Had Abandoned Something That I Guess I Was Naturally Given And Lucky To Have An Loved All Of My Life, But Didn't Love It Anymore Because I Didn't Get To Do It The Right Way.

I Was Always Longing To Do, Emotionally And Physically, What My Male Counterparts Always Got To Do. I Just Felt Envious, Every Time I Saw A Movie That I Was In Awe Of, And It Was Usually A Male Lead. And Those Kinds Of Roles Weren't Available. They Just Weren't Being Written.

Every Single Second Of Every Single Day... I Don't Know If I Feel Like A Bad Mom, But At The End Of The Day I'm Always Plagued With, 'did I Do Enough? Should I Go In A Different Direction?'