I Would Like To Find A Way

I Remember Once Imagining What My Life Would Be Like, What I'd Be Like. I Pictured Having All These Qualities, Strong Positive Qualities That People Could Pick Up On From Across The Room. But As Time Passed, Few Became Qualities That I Actually Had. And All The Possibilities I Faced, And The Sorts Of People I Could Be, All Of Them Got Reduced Every Year To Fewer And Fewer Until Finally They Got Reduced To One - To Who I Am. And That's Who I Am.

I Think It's No Secret That I've Tried To Take Chances In My Career And Also In My Life, And I Believe To Not Live In Fear.

The Only Way The Devil Really Exists In My Opinion... Is In Interactions With People Who Don't Walk The Walk And Talk The Talk; People Who Act One Way, Or Talk One Way And Then Do Another. Those Are The Deals With The Devil. I Don't See The Devil As Somebody Who Is A Horned, Goateed Guy With A Fork In His Hand That's There To Continuously Stab Me And Send My Soul To Hell. I Don't See It That Way At All.

I Generally Enjoy The Rehearsal Process Because That's Where You Can Share Your Ideas, Get Your Thoughts And Feelings Out And See Whether Or Not They're Going To Land, Whether Or Not People Are Going To Agree With Them, Particularly The Director. So You Can Sort Out In That Process Any Elements That Need To Be Sorted Out Before You're On The Set, And Of Course That Saves Time And It Also Makes Everyone More Comfortable Working Together.

I'm Always Fearful Of Something Happening To People I Love. That Doesn't Go Away.