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I Always Tell People I'm Grateful For My Cancer Diagnosis Because It Was The Greatest Gift Because It Completely Changed My Life. I Was Able To Stop And Let My Whole Life And World Just Crash Over Me Like A Wave. And I Stood There And Went, 'wow.' And For The First Time, I Stopped Everything. I Had To.

I Had A Lot Of Self-loathing, .. I've Been Self-sustained Since I Was 11. I've Always Been The One Making The Money, And To Be Flat On My Back And .. So Vulnerable And Then Be Completely Loved. To Have My Wife Be There, 110% Supportive. To Have My Children Say, 'it's Ok, Mom.' To Have The People That I Work For Say, 'it's Ok.' To Have My Fans Go, 'it's All Right.' It's Like, What Was I Afraid Of? I'm Going To Get Healthy Now, And I'm Not Going To Carry That Baggage Anymore.

What I Do Believe In Is Other Worlds And Spirits. There Is Some Other Power In Control - Levels Of Energy That Perhaps We Don't See.

My Wife Works Harder Than Anyone Else With The Children Around The House. I Make The Money, Sure, But She Does Everything Else.

My Belief Is That Cancer Comes From Inside You And So Much Of It Has To Do With The Environment Of Your Body. It's The Stress That Will Turn That Gene On Or Not.