I Wanted To Be In A Punk

There's Definitely Some Pieces In There That Reflect On My Personal Life, But Really, They Aren't As Personal As Everybody Thinks They Are. I Would Like Them To Be More Personal. The Emotions, The Songs Themselves Are Personal. I Can't Do It - I've Tried To Write Personally And It Just Doesn't Seem To Work. It Would Be Too Obvious. Some Things That You Could Read In Could Fit Into Anyone's Life That Had Any Amount Of Pain At All. It's Pretty Cliche'.

Punk Is Musical Freedom. It's Saying, Doing And Playing What You Want. In Webster's Terms, 'nirvana' Means Freedom From Pain, Suffering And The External World, And That's Pretty Close To My Definition Of Punk Rock.

Every Time I See Documentaries Or Infomercials About Little Kids With Cancer, I Just Freak Out. It Affects Me On The Highest Emotional Level... Anytime I Think About It, It Makes Me Sadder Than Anything I Can Think Of.

Please Read My Diary, Look Through My Things And Figure Me Out.

I'm Not Worried About What's Going To Happen When I'm Thirty, Because I Am Never Going To Make It To Thirty. You Know What Life Is Like After Thirty - I Don't Want That.