I Used To Think That I Wouldn't

...he Makes Me Feel Out Of Control And Out Of My Head. He Is Exhilarating And Terrifying. I See And Feel Him Everywhere, And I'm Always Grasping For Equilibrium Even When He's Not There... I Feel Like I'm Always Falling In Love, Falling And Falling And Falling.

A Relationship Ends Because You've Outgrown It. It Can Begin Again Because You, As Two, Can Fill The New Shape.

When You Say Too Much About Anything Important, It Always Ends Up Sounding More Trivial Than It Is. Words Trash It.

When I'm At School In The City, I Don't Feel Particularly Worldly Or Wise. It's Only When I Come Back Home That I Remember Exactly Why I Left.

So Everything We Believe About Happiness Is Wrong," I Said. He Nodded. Everything?" I Asked, When What I Meant Was, Everything? Including You? Including Me? And Marcus, Being Marcus, Knew What I Really Wanted To Know, And Answered My Silent, More Significant Question. He Held Up His Hand To Shield The Rays And Looked Me In The Eyes. Almost.