I Realize I Will Always Be The

I'm A Religious Person. I Remember My Mom Told Me: 'vengeance Belongs To God. It's Up To Him To Wreak Vengeance.' It's Hard For Me To Get To That Point, But That's The Work Of God.

For A Long Time, Sure, I Was Letting The Pressure Of Being Rodney King Get To Me. It Ain't Easy. Even Now, I Walk Into A Place Wondering, 'what People Are Thinking? Do They Know Who I Am? What Do They Think About What Happened? Do They Blame Me For The All Those People Who Died?'

People Look At Me Like I Should Have Been Like Malcolm X Or Martin Luther King Or Rosa Parks. I Should Have Seen Life Like That And Stay Out Of Trouble, And Don't Do This And Don't Do That. But It's Hard To Live Up To Some People's Expectations.

I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Caught In A Vise. Some People Feel Like I'm Some Kind Of Hero. Others Hate Me.

I Tell Myself Time Heals. It Really Does.