I Think It's Always Important To Reflect

Right Now, Women's Worth Is Being Quantified By How They Look And Their Instagrams And Likes. That's All So Self-created, So Why Are We Trying To Add To That? It's Hard Enough To Be A Young Woman, Or Man, Growing Up And Trying To Find Your Identity, Rather Than Having A Whole Internet Of People Weighing In On It. It Makes Me Sad For Those Kids.

A Relationship Isn't Going To Make Me Survive. It's The Cherry On Top.

I Realised How Paranoid And Guarded And Not Trusting - Walled-in - I Had Become. Not Consciously So, But Just This Armour That I Kind Of Have, Protective Armour. It's Not For My Friends Or Family, But For Being.outside In The World, Always On Guard.

I Am Grateful To Learn From Their Mistakes, Because I Am Not Injecting S- Into My Face. I See Them And My Heart Breaks. I Think, 'oh God, If You Only Know How Much Older You Look.' They Are Trying To Stop The Clock And All You Can See Is An Insecure Person Who Won't Let Themselves Just Age. I Also Have A Fiancé Who Will Put A Gun To My Head If I Touch My Face In Any Way.

Yoga Calms Me Down. It's A Therapy Session, A Workout And Meditation All At The Same Time!