I Still When I Wake Up Hit

A Lot Of People Asked Me If It Was Frustrating Not Having A Clear Specific Diagnosis, But I Didn't Mind, I Just Chose The Most Optimistic Diagnosis.

When People Hear That I Have A Chronic Illness, They'll Say Things Like "focus On You." Well, My Spiritual And Emotional Fulfillment Is Based Not On Who I Am But On What I Can Give. Plus, Many Of My Favorite Philosophers Suggested That Self-fulfillment Is Found Through Service. Who Am I To Argue With Them?

I Try To Manage My Time To Conserve Energy.

I Just Had That Conversation This Morning With My Doctor. I Just Got Back From The Hospital A Half-hour Ago, And Nothing Will Make Me Happier Than To Replicate The Dna Of My Amazing Husband. I'm Optimistic.

In The Beginning, When I First Found Out I Had A Disease That Was Incurable, Emotionally I Had To Get Used To The Idea Of Being Sick Before I Could Think About Making Any Other Major Decisions In My Life.